blog entry# 06 ^_^

Fantasy – Reality…

We people love to create an imaginary world wherein everything is so perfect… In reality, for me, we can have a perfect world. Because the term “perfect” for me is like “satisfaction”. As long as I am happy and satisfied, I can say that my life is perfect. We can’t avoid trials, we can’t avoid pain… But we can face it^_^ Some of us were just anxious to explore the real world because we’re afraid of disappointments and imperfections. Like in the story of Documents. The guy who I named “Miguel” is afraid to think that he’s already in love with his friend that I named “Camille” .[peace tau amistoso ^_^]… I don’t know how will I characterized Miguel but I think that he’s so weird because he can’t accept the fact that there’s this feeling that he want to avoid. I don’t know why… LOSER! Ehehe..joke.. I think the story that Camille wrote was about her losing hope… She said she’s fading… she thought that Miguel saw her and feel the same thing…but NO.. that’s how I understood the story…. Miguel is just afraid to face the reality because he don’t know what to do about it. I don’t know if he just respects their friendship like “hindi kami talo…” or just…….. I don’t know… *headache*

In Hidalgo’s story, I think the girl had been alienated because the scenario in the bar was different. Because of her, being so O.C, she was shocked when she saw a different world in just a snap. There was this guy whom she saw as a nice one… a gentle one… just a guy who loves performing energetically [I think] so when the guy approached her, booom! Back to reality… I think, she reacted like that because she’s expecting something else. The guy seems so “maangas” so I think she never expected that. His Peterpan was just a fantasy. She must accept the fact that she this is the real world. I’ve once experienced being alienated. When I first enter the college world, I’ve met different people with different lifestyle and culture. At first I thought of living my self and be a different person. But I didn’t. I just accept the fact that this is just the first step toward the real world…my future. I can’t fulfill my dreams if I wouldn’t live in this kind of world. I’m so happy that I’m still standing tall and getting ready for my future… I’ve realized that I must learn how to adjust or give way to other people and I must not fell afraid to face the reality. ^_^ Why not make our world of fantasy a real world? Besides, it’s just one step away right?^_^